I haven’t updated this in a long time though I am sure no one has noticed…. lol.
I am doing a meet tomorrow in Los Altos May 22, then for the summer not training for ANYTHING. Its going to be great, I get to pick a few fun things to get better at that DON’T include Snatching!! I am going to get my Back Squat and Push Press up. I need handle Back Squatting 315lbs like a motherfucker and I want to Push Press 185 lbs. I am also gonna do KettleBells and jumping plyos for conditioning so that by the end of the summer I am lean mean 135 lbs! I have worked VERY hard to be 143-5 ish lbs and will do my normal upper body assistance work to keep building muscle b/c I NEVER want to have a skinny upper body. GROSS. But I want to lose about 5-7 lbs of body fat, then I could kick ass as a 63 kg lifter. I don't feel like my "extra" fat is helping me. I know I am going to get made fun of for saying that, but if you are a girl, don't even pretend that you don't understand!! I can't wait to get jacked! It’s going to be the fun summer I have never had. Minus working my job all the time, oh yeah.
I have been planning this "fun time" for a while. months in fact. I have a detailed routine of my fun lifting plan. It is actually kinda insane and not what most people would think of as fun. Nietzsche is my favorite philosopher and I feel that his ideas fit really well with my own world view and my thoughts and feelings on sports and my sport. One of the things he wrote, in Twilight of the Idols, was
"My formula for happiness: a Yes, a No, a straight line, a goal."
For me Happiness is having a goal to work towards, thats why even my off time/off season is planned and goal oriented. The fastest way to reach what you desire is a clear shot, a straight line.
A YES, A NO. A lot of times I have to say NO to certain things and activities. Like going out with friends, sleeping in for fun, lounging around and generally "relaxing" (relaxing that is not counted as "Recovery" time) But I do not feel like I am missing out, really. well sometimes I do, but that is a fleeting feeling. When it comes down the wire, I would be happy dying knowing that I gave myself 100% to my goals and aspirations, AND WAS TRUE TO MYSELF. But I would say YES to having a family in a second and NO to training hard (at least for a year, hahah)